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Friday, October 26, 2007

Hi, who else comes anyway.

Best! I know you're hell reading. So just tag la! Assdong;D
KA. Fun was at the end. Other than that, the part we played with hsing was a drag.We just stoned la. Jay sent us home. Uncle Jay. Hahaha, my poor dad went to the interchange to fetch me. He was supposed to wait for my call but i guess he decided to go early. When J dropped me, I called dad to say i'm walking already. Then he was like "wa lao, i'm already here. kbye". Sorry dee.

!@#@#%, I detest my junior. No big no small, frigging attitude. Assdong assdong. Just go home drink milk la %^@#$%$. Don't think just cos you're in the main team you're so good. Others and I already are planning on training another to take you over. So don't get too conceited yet. !@%^$ Be glad we didn't tell Coach. Be glad. Don't laugh too early, with your anal cocked up face, soon you'll be kicked out.

Shit I'm pissed. Time to tell crystal soon and MUAHAHA, time to kick some ass.

Best, I miss you! Don't study so much for O's la, (although you're so so watching a movie now-.-) talk to me at night. I can rant while half asleep. I left my chinese notes at your place. I'm so sososososososososoo scared for chinese!!!! SIGH. I wanna earn 200 bucks from dad just if i get an A. But i wont. so... i've to treat mdm er to swensens. SIGH. Best! WATCH DEATH NOTE2 FINISH SOON SOON SOON~! WAHHHHHH L SO CUTE.

kthxbye.

out to save the world

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

TRAINING WAS TOUGH. I just realised today that my muscles have not healed & that I can't jump. Now now, I'm not ready for U16. Better buck up! :D
Best, I will lose the bet. I can't win youuuu:( $$flyawayyyyy.

I GOT 4 AGAIN. IT WAS THE FRIGGING LAST NUMBER. "SI LIAO". SIGH. SAME AS U13. MISERABLE.

I'm tired. kbye

out to save the world

Sunday, October 14, 2007

请原谅我
当然,解决痛苦最快的方法,是去忘记。

Wise words by yahoo.cn

This isn't me. Anyway, the day passed just by watching "My Girl" on the portable DVD at home. Hooked already with mummy.

I'm confused:( It's been a long long time since I felt this upset and drained.

When I've had my thoughts cleared, I'll tell you.

Who am I lying to? :(

Kthxbye.

out to save the world

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Hi there, dead blog with no beings.

I've received all my results and I'm so proud of them, I'm gna say. I got two 1s (math), 2 (chem), 3 (eng), two 4s (ss/ge, bio, lit), 5 (chinese- sigh, at least i didnt fail). L1R5 15, overall including CA, 19.

I'm particularly surprised with amath, chem, bio, ss/ge but it's a good surprise.

------ It's now going to be pretty emo(dont read if you dont want to)

I'm failing. I mean, not academically nor health. Other than the !@^%$@%&!$ muscle aches which are gradually faltering.

But everything else.

1. Friendship. It's all too superficial. My soul isn't part of them (friendships), but just my being. With best even, some things I find hard to tell her. Fear.
Other friendships, am I me? I've tried thinking for others like JL told us to, I thought of Seon again and it's tough. I thought about the things I've never told her though being my best, she's the right to know everything. This prerogative I honoured her with. Yet some things I've told myself, I'll tell her when the time is right. & true enough, I tell her eventually. Is that right?

Vballers, despite the past. (or what I choose to think they are) The lost championship. Now in court, I'll continue not finding that sole being and maybe cause mayhem again. One reason being, I don't want to screw my and our last chance. Also, another reason being, Seon and I are bestfriends. I did not choose to get close to her on purpose and she's not my bestfriend only in court.
But everywhere else.
& thus, there's no reason "finding" another in court eh? I hope you get my drift.

Ruby and Els, there's nothing much to say. I just know that we're there to hang out during recess, crap during lesson breaks, laugh but maybe never share. & it seems to work well enough. So I'll be there to compromise and fit in whereever necessary to make it seem blissful.

2. Vball skills. This one thing I've never talked much to Best about. Just the basics of it. B, NOW YOU READ & YOU'LL KNOW OKAY? Thanks :)
I don't feel like I deserve being in the team. I can't seem to spike my best anymore. I keep thinking of the day I just came back from Jav. How good it was... But it was just that one day and now it's getting worse and worse each day on.
He intends for me to play in the front (to spike) while Crystal will substitute me at the back for her receiving is waay better. Then I think, I can't even spike, he may be putting me there just for my height. Yet I can't even do it. & seeing that Crys has to sub me at the back-- goes to show I can't receive as well.
Thus, my position in the team is undeserving. These 2 days, the poor attitude and all, I apologise. For all I thought of was that "I don't deserve this".

Okay. Point 3 is crap.

3. CASH. Come on. Ive been spending way loads. & now both my banks have $1 odd inside. I suck really. I pity my Boyf next time. I should probably stay single. All my life. Haha.

------

I've a little secret. I'm a star. HAHAHAHA.

Bye loves. :)

P.S: best, it's been how many days till i saw you ytd! wahaha. & you've graduated. aw, ohno. meet me in tpy many many next yr okay. we'll mug the shits out and bitch and bitch and... bitch.
You then, MUST tell me everyth.

Kbye.

out to save the world

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Hello again again again!

YES WE CAN JOIN U16! YAAAAAAAAAY. Let's now start bucking up, improve our attack, our defense, our team spirit. Then we're bound to win :D

LX and I made clay thingies. HA. She's such a moron. Sleeping while doing it. 0.0

Okay. Training was bad in a sense that our muscles ached all day. We were groaning when it came to sitting down during breaks. Ironic, but true. It's the worst ever muscle aches you can ever get. When we sit, we take 1 minute. When we stand, we take 1 minute. When we walk down the stairs, we take 1 minute more per step. We walk like pregnant lady + old lady + penguin all merged in one. Pregnant in a sense that we put our hands on our backs like pregnant. Old in a sense of speed. Penguin is the way our legs barely bend. AND, at times, our legs wobble. Haha, all of us have the same thing and are suffering together. It sucks.

But when we play, it's all gone.

I can't wait for U16. Can't wait can't wait :D

I wanna go to Night Safari soon.

Coach told us to think for others for at least half an hour. & I did. Bestie firstly, team secondly, him thirdly... Family, everyday at least once :)

BESTIE. YOU GRADUATED!!!! AH. WHERE'S OUR RECESS TOGETHER. :( NVM. WE'LL EAT TGT IN UNI. LOL. eh rmb our same dorm thing. you'd better not forget me. i'll kick your pigu upside down:D EH GO SALVATION ARMY WITH ME ONE DAY. i need to work. hire me leh. now you're an ADULT. graduate from sec sch. hire me leh. **i know what you're gna say, i know you too well** --- THINK BEFORE LOOKING BELOW. see if it tallies.
















"Come my house sweep my floor lah. I hire you be my maid".

AM I RIGHT. HAHAH. Loveyou best! :D Seeyou soon.

Training. My spiking sucks sucks sucks. I think even my jieqiu is better. help me...

Tmr there's school. I'd better sleep. :)
Good night all. :D:D:D:D

out to save the world

Saturday, October 6, 2007

It's a miracle how I actually remembered about this Green Dinosaur blog. Funny.

I slept at 3am yesterday because I was hooked onto the gay "Virtual Villagers" game with my bro. Hahaha, it gets pretty addictive and because it gets really draggy sometimes, we fast forward our clock by few hours cause it'll affect the game by fastforwarding it as well. I bet you don't get it but all I meant was, my clock is read as 4.45am on Sunday morning but in truth, it's 9.45pm on saturday night:)

Seon did not allow me to her house!! Keep insisting I'm there to sew. Really, I WANNA BAKE!!! Haha, but man, I self-invited. :D

Went salvation army on friday with Ruby. I got myself a dress and a bag. Cheap deals. :) Stupid Ruby insisted that she "does not buy used products". Haha, so basically she was following me as I walked around. We met for only maybe, 2 hours then parted. Just a little bit lame:)

Monday, I hope that I can see Seon now! Come back for trgn soon alright best.
Els Ruby and Amanda MAY be coming over to do some beanie thing. I'm hoping to do some red spider. But we can't find the cloth!

I just saw on news on an olympic gold medalist who was wailing and asking for forgiveness. I guess she guess she took steroids just so to win. Silly silly. Tsktsktsk.

If you really love a sport, should you not play it honestly? If you really love a sport, should you not strive to earn a place in the team/or win a medal (If it is a individual game). If you really love a sport, should you not learn to sacrifice for it?
If you can't do any one of the above, you don't love the sport enough.
However, that can be wrong if you've 2 of equal priorities. Yet, you judge them equal if you're unable to choose either like, clearly. Yet if you can't choose just cause there's peer pressure or stress, then you don't love the sport enough.
Note: it's "ENOUGH" not "love the sport AT ALL". Yep:)

Just my thoughts, I'm not pissed.

I'm going to surf the net. BYE.

out to save the world

Thursday, October 4, 2007

YES GREAT. Honestly, what could be better than the exams being OVER. Although not much of the "oh great, exam's over" joy is there, but still, at least I don't need to feel guilty for not studying! Past few days when I sit down at my desk studying, scatteredbrain as I am, I drift off to think about shopping and the million things I'd bought:)

Speaking of which, time to earn some buckaroos.

I just heard some grotesque hot gossip from els.

I just went to Vivo with Ruby and els and had a whale of a time just screaming at the play area and reliving some childhood.

Then on to meet amanda to buy some art stuff- to end up buying nothing

Just as I was on my way home, damn, I realised I hadn't bought my brother's present. I dropped by at Bugis, hurried to topman and got him 50bucks gift card. I rock as a sis man. :) That's cos my bro really rocks my socks. He deserves a hundred bucks

And I hate seafoamspray. She cheated my cash. !@Y%$@%#$

Training's on Monday. I'm not looking forward to it.

Havent seen best for a gazilion days!! BEST I MISS YOU! hahahha, maybe not. *just kidding, do not kill me pretty please*

Anw, tmr may make a trip to ruby's just so we can go salvation army. Whoopeedo.

Btw, Best and I plan to set up business tgt in the future. Yay.
Our kids will become childhood friends. Okay, not our kids as in best and i cause that would be gross. But her kids with her husband and my kids with my husband. and her hubby and mine will be best of friends. Like her husband whenever encounter problem with her will talk to mine and vice versa. Like how we'll bitch about our own husbands. HAHAHA. But knowing her loyalty to anyone she knows, she wont. Nvm, I'll bitch about mine. HAHAHAHHA, I'm so kidding. Her kids will be my kids' best friends and I'll be her kids' god mum while she be my kids'. What a wonderful plan:)

Are you jealous already?

Okay, no time for wasting my time, my precious time, here. I'm off. To shop:)
WELL. maybe just stone. watch some gay youtube videos:D

BYEEEE. stay jealous!

OH. tmr there's no sch:D

AND. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO. ILOVEYOU ALWAYS AND ALWAYS, AMEN. TAKE CARE AND GET ME STH FROM TOPMAN. WAHHAHA. OOOOOH, MMMMUUUUUUUUUAAAACCCCCKKKKKS.

out to save the world